the observatory

unlike paintings where you are given a single frame and audience required to see the whole story and such, film is an outstanding storytelling medium, where you have the ability to manipulate the concept of time. I have to admit - The American Realists by Andrew Wyeth and Edward Hopper's works trained me hard and good in composing of what you want to say. Hopper's Nighthawks   Wyeth's Turkey Pond Ridley Scott's Gladiator The American realists taught me to stay still and let the actions filling in the frame. I dont like to pan the camera, the moment when you move - you are simply lost.   H3RO Is it necessary for the camera to move?  How we can let the audience know alot of information by minimizing everything? Michael Bay screwed all my senses and visual perception with his overkill Transformers : Dark of the Moon ( which the film rakes in billions of bucks - so who cares right ). Mind you The Rock ( not the wrestler ), the film where we have Sean Connery helps Nic Cage

alot of people love to live in a state of denial. The truth appears in many forms. The problem is you simply have to wake up, open your eyes and see what is REAL and what is NOT .  so, can your materials accumulated in your living hall, your bank account, the car that you drive represent the real YOU? The state of denial can be in many forms - such as material achievement, material status, sexuality and so on. When the majority say  or approves to a loud YES to a lie, it will become a truth. however the truth is not subjected to a FACT . That is the ultimatum.     In the allegory, Socrates describes a group of people who have lived chained to the wall of a cave all their lives, facing a blank wall. The people watch shadows projected on the wall from objects passing in front of a fire behind them and give names to these shadows. The shadows are the prisoners' reality, but ARE NOT ACCURATE representations of the real world.    In other words, buka mata and tengok bodo........    

at times, you can find yourself waking up in the middle of the night - thinking and analyzing all the choices you made in your life and seeing where you are NOW. Is it worth it?  at times, we will be surrounded by "adults" or a system that encourage us to be like them. But again, we are the ones who will live our lives. Not them. Not others.  We have countless choice to make, so might as well we choose options that able to lead us to who we want to BE.  Academic achievement?  Material achievement? Spiritual achievement? The word and status of "achievement" is simply a system,a mechanism to create oneself to feel good or make them feel something. The achievement simply can be in a title format such as Datoship, Tan Sri, high pension or whatever. But again, in all matter of fairness, its subjective. All of us will kick the bucket sooner or later - so the real issue here - what we had done so far?     driving hours and hours to a targeted locations, spending weeks in

when "designers" lose one's ability to understand or cope with what is happening. or basically/blatantly ignoring one's rich tradition.  or simply being "delusional" impression of a cat crossing a busy street when you woke up at the wrong side of the bed to collect your angpow to show your cousins and friends that you an active gym member bringing up your love to mamak food unto another level when you not doing anything and being ambushed by visitors in the very last minute dealing drugs during aidilfitri outfits to show that you are qualified to change car tyres nipples out baju raya once i visited a mental institution called Hospital Bahagia ( "Happiness" Hospital )in Tanjung Rambutan. One of the mental patient approached me and told me that im losing my mind.  Technically or maybe he is right.  

so apparently a gambling ad using Hari Raya elements released and as usual everyone took their turns bashing the ad. Every sensitivities and holistic sentiments thrown out from the window.    sure times are tough these days as unemployment racked up, inflation rates shoots up thru the roof while our unelected clowns ( making up a bloated govt machinery ) not doing anything except taking home their fat salary and allowances. ( will write more of these when i have time ) for the ignorant ones -Hari Raya is the time where everyone comes back to their home, after a successful trial of fasting , seeking forgiveness  ( physically and spiritually ) and then proceed to start the new year.  This is the best part, one of the actors went to the media, mentioned that he and the rest have a "concern" after they found out that they have to sing a song in the ad. So technically they took up a job by not knowing what they need to do...... they proceeded anyway. so end of story.