Choices

at times, you can find yourself waking up in the middle of the night - thinking and analyzing all the choices you made in your life and seeing where you are NOW.

Is it worth it? 

at times, we will be surrounded by "adults" or a system that encourage us to be like them. But again, we are the ones who will live our lives. Not them. Not others. 

We have countless choice to make, so might as well we choose options that able to lead us to who we want to BE. 

Academic achievement? 

Material achievement?

Spiritual achievement?

The word and status of "achievement" is simply a system,a mechanism to create oneself to feel good or make them feel something. The achievement simply can be in a title format such as Datoship, Tan Sri, high pension or whatever. But again, in all matter of fairness, its subjective. All of us will kick the bucket sooner or later - so the real issue here - what we had done so far?

  

driving hours and hours to a targeted locations, spending weeks in a jungle, cutting off my comfort zones, eating minimal meals and solving endless logistical issues successfully trained me to take one day at a time and being grateful of what i had and done. 

its pretty cool jumping from one field unto another, testing your limits and capabilities, you simply renew yourself. Constantly heading unto a new curve, from one end to another. 

 

Life is all about making choices of what you want to BE. 

 

Everything doesnt last forever. 

So lets enjoy this temporal journey, forgo all the emotional baggage. Loosen up and enjoy what our choices offers us.