Reinventions

Before reading further, this post is not glorified or putting myself unto any fucking pedestal. Its confessional and truthful. 

Q - Andy, what you been up to now?

A - Im in the process of re-connecting with oneself, rather than traveling, im investigating deeply within myself, critically analyzing my consumption and productions. Of course dealing with many projects enable me to understand myself, but im seeking further in understanding oneself. 

Let me bring you unto Maslow's hierachy of needs again. Its simplistic and manage to steer me objectively of where i am now. Most of the time, we can get caught up with so many stuffs, societal contractual obligation - until we forgot to take care of our-self. 

Im not asking people not to be ambitious, but knowing what we the fuck we are doing. If we know what we are doing, its easy for us to identify and move along. Most of my projects - i try to put unto someone's shoes, thinking how benefits can enhance, help ( consciously ) grow organically. And yes, i dont brag about it.

dont get me wrong, loving yourself is not selfish, you need it. 

How? go and eat delicious food

go and pamper yourself once in a while. 

go develop and experiment something new everyday.

do something that scares you. 

 we need to know why the society can be so fucked up is by critically analyzing evaluating what they are consuming
emotionally
physically ( food )
 mentally. 

we need to see what sort of environment we into - today
 

no doubt that we are now faced with mass produced choices and offerings - but have no fear - coz we simply need to find or chart a new path. Most people confessed to me that changes is hard, expensive and whatsoever - but hey, changes is something we cant avoid.

let me remind you again - we not subjected to answer to anybody.
 

 True enough, when people said having stress , hospitalized due to diabetes, high blood shit and  related jazz - having depression, killing oneself is cool and fashionable - you know something is wrong.  

i found myself having little patience dealing with people who likes to make others miserable, punishing them with their emotional and physical baggage, our life is way too short and precious to entertain sad tunes.

so there

Im simply grateful seeing multiple projects im involved with had reached to many and at the same time help me grow. Of coz there are heartaches there and in between - that happened when people ( in the team ) simply being assholes and a heavy baggage. 

 selfish idiots always have fragile ego and displaced self entitlement needs.

dealing with them simply drain you. But alas - they will know where they are standing sooner or later.  The Universe is objective enough to open, shove, pull you unto multiple directions - to be a better person. 

go with the flow.

No need to waste time on sentimentalism, rejoicing in re-visiting and posting dumb ass throw back shit. There is no past, tommorow and future. 

Its simply NOW. 

its been a super duper 2019......hello 2020.